Thousands of wishes like this

well! last night on zoom, i was lucky to have tuned into Hazaaron Khwaishein Aisi, which a few years ago was a movie I had not heard of until the filmfare awards where SHiney Ahuja was this random fae who won best new comer for the movie. Yesterday, after having seen this mystery movie, I was forced to think. I was taken aback by the performances of the cast aswell as the sophistication with which the subject matter was handled. I learnt that, if you have to be with someone, you will be, whatever the circumstances. But be careful what you wish for because it may just come true, but not in the manner you please. A wonderful movie. Do take a look at this movie, it sure is well worth the hours.

Romance Life

Romance life with its plushhhhh delicacies, entice yourself with each moment in time. Indulge your senses in the vulnerability of its current. Live with the electricity true to being alive.

True Love?

It's so lonely being all alone with the future uncertain. Not because of yourself, but because you are dependant on someone else. I learnt from a child today, that true love should feel like that of a baby's- honest and pure, even though you may deeply miss the one you love, it doesn't imply sobbing and lamenting over the person but carrying on with life just as you would without him, with much adventure and much fun. without stopping to live a life full of lessons. And when you talk or arrive to the one you missed ever so much, you have nothing but a basket of smiles and laughs and memories of the adventures you had while he was away. So what if the future is uncertain? so what if nothing is permanent? That is life and it is how it will have to be lived.
Go back in you memory of how it was when you were single ready to mingle. when you had a wonderful clan of friends, what are you doing? how do you feel. Get in touch with your past and spark that person back into your life. Coz baby, otherwise you're doomed to hell.

If you think, YOU CAN

An absolutely awe inspiring ad of the Economic times I came across. It goes, "If you think, you can". That being said, and the vision shown, there's nothing mroe that needs to be said.

THE EVENING GUEST

AMIDST THE STARS ON A MOONLIT NIGHT
ON A WHITE OCEAN BEACH
WITH THE SEA SHIMMERING BRIGHT
THE WHISPERING RIPPLES WASHING THE SILENT SHORE
AND THE CREATURES OF THE SEA
SO SILENT TO THE CORE.
THE NIGHT SCENTED SWEET
AND THE SAND SO FINE
I’LL NEVER FORGET
TIL THE END OF TIME…
A KIND OF COMFORT IN THE AIR
SURROUNDED BY BY LIFE
WITH A TOUCH OF CARE.
A PIECE OF PEACE WITH A TINCH OF GRACE
PLANTED IN THE NIGHT AS THOUGH A BASE.
WHAT A NIGHT, WHAT BEAUTY DID REST.
ALL SET FOR ME
- THE EVENING GUEST.

LESS FORTUNATE

UNFORTUNATE ARE THOSE WHO CANNOT SEE
UNFORTUNATE ARE THOSE WHO CANNOT HEAR
FARTHER FROM THE TRUTH ARE THEY
CLOSER TO THEIR IMAGINATIOON, THEIR BELIEFS.

ALAS! IF WE THINK AGAIN…
FROM A BROAD AND TRUE PERSPECTIVE,
WE LEARN THAT…

UNFORTUNATE ARE WE, WHO CAN SEE
UNFORTUNATE ARE WE, WHO CAN HEAR
FARTHER FROM THE TRUTH ARE WE
CLOSER TO OUR IMAGINATION, OUR BELIEFS.

WE ARE THE ONES IN ILLUSION
WE ARE THE ONE’S ATTACHED TO MATERIALISM
BLINDED TO THE TRUTH, TO THE ABSLOUTE
DEAF TO THE SOUND OF LOVE AND THE VOICE OF GOD.

UNABLE TO SEE, THEY SEE THE TRUTH
UNABLE TO HEAR, THEY LISTEN TO THE VOICE.
GOD HAS BEEN KIND, GOD HAS BEEN GOOD..
HE HAS GIVEN THEM A VISION
- A VISION TO PENETRATE WHAT WE CANNOT SEE.THEY ARE ALMOST THERE…ALMOST!

STEP OUT AND BE JUST AS I WANT YOU

BURN WITH ME LIKE A CANDLE IN MY LIFE
EVERY DIMENSION OF EACH MOMENT.
BE READY TO GO ABLAZE FOR ME
WITHOUT HESITATION, WITHOUT DOUBT, WITHOUT CONTEMPT.

BREEZE THROUGH, LIFE THE WIND THAT SURROUNDS ME
UPLIFT ME AND CARRY ME ALONG YOUR CURRENT
SO THAT WE MAY LIVE LIFE TOGETHER
ENJOY, EMBARK, TOUCH AND CHERISH EACH TIME.

HOLD ME AND IMMOBILIZE ME LIKE THE TRUTH OF LIFE
TOUCH ME, FEEL ME , TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME.
CAPTIVATE ME WITH YOUR SHEEREST GLANCE
AND LET EACH GESTURE CONVEY YOUR AFFECTIONS.

ASK OF ME, LIKE EACH DAY OF THE YEAR
EXPECT FROM ME WHAT I’LL BE ABLE TO BEAR.
WISH FROM ME, WISH FOR ME
AND WISH THAT OUR WISHES WILL COME TRUE.

BE FOR ME LIKE THE REALITY PRESENT HERE TODAY
STEP OUT FROM MY DREAMS, MY ILLUSIONS
COME INTO MY WORLD, OUR WORLD
AND BE THE REALEST THING ALIVCE FOR ME.

ENCHANT ME LIKE THE SPELL OF A SWEET SONG
USE YOUR CHARMS FOR THE ATTENTION OF ME.
LET YOUR MOVEMENTS REVEAL WHAT YOU FEEL FOR ME
AND LET YOUR WORDS TAKE FORM FOR ME.

BE AS MUCH MINE AS I AM YOURS
BE NOT MORBID AND INSECURE
CONVERSELY, BE SURE THAT I’M YOURS.
I’LL BE YOUR’S AS MUCH TOMORROW AS I A TODAY.

TAKE OVER MY FUTURE LIKE DESTINY IS TO DO
ACCENTUATE EACH SUCCESS, EACH VICTORY WITH ME.
BE MY PRESENT AND MY FUTURE
BUT ABOVE ALL, APPEAR HERE WHERE EVER YOU ARE.

GONE

YOU WERE THERE
YOU LEFT.
YOU WENT FAR OFF, FAR OFF
YOU WENT AWAY
BUT LEFT BEHIND THAT SCENT
THAT SCENT WHICH STILL LINGERS NEARBY.

YOU LEFT.
BUT FORGOT TO TAKE WITH YOU THOSE THOUGHTS
THOSE THOUGHTS THAT I STILL THINK OF.YOU’VE GONE.- I KNOW
BUT THAT HOPE STILL DWELLS.
YOU LEFT WITHOUT THAT LOVE
THE LOVE I BREATH TIL DATE.

ALTHOUGH YOU’VE GONE- GONE FOR GOOD
YOU’VE FORGOTTON EVERYTHING YOU SHOULD HAVCE TAKEN ALONG.
YOU LEFT WITH ALL YOUR FRIENDS
BUT’VE SEEMED TO LEFT ME BEHIND.
I WAS LOST….LOST…
BUT NOW AM FINDING MY WAY.

I SENSE YOUR COMING BACK
YOU’RE PACING CLOSER AND CLOSER
AS EACH DAY GOES BY.
YOU’RE ALMOST HERE…ALMOST!
BUT THERE’S STILL A DISTANCE YOU’LL NEVER CROSS
FOR WHAT YOU LEFT BEHIND IS MINE
AND MINE ALONE.
NO ONE CAN TAKE THEM AWAY FROM ME,
NOT EVEN DEATH.

I CHERISH EACH MOMENT THAT WAS SUPPOSEDLY THERE.
OCCASIONALLY THEY SURFACE FROM THE SANCTUM OF MY INNER EMOTION
TAKING ME BACK TO THE TIME
WHEN YOU WERE THERE, RIGHT THERE.
..AND THEN TO THE ONE WHERE
YOU LEFT… YOU WENT.. YOU WERE GONE.

FOR BUT, ONE MOMENT OF PLEASURE

HOLDING HER CLOSE
THROBBING HEART TO HEART
SHE; SKIPPING A BEAT
FOR THIS WAS THE START.
CUROISITY SEIZING THEM BOTH
PASSION SEETHING IN THEIR BLOOD
ALAS! UNABLE TO STOP THIS VIOLENT FLOOD..
HE MOISTENED HER LIPS
BIT BY BIT
SOON THE FLAME WAS LIT
WITH SHEER PASSION AND GRIT.
HIS EYES WISE OPEN
AND HER’S QUITE SHUT
SHE FELT THE THRUST
FILLED WITH ANGUISH- IN GLUT
TO HER NOW
CAME THE THOUGHT,
‘WILL HE FULFILL THE PROMISES HE BROUGHT?’
BUT NOW IS TOO LATE
TO FEAR AND TO HATE
FOR HE HAS GONE
AND LEFT IN HER A LIFE TO BE BORN.
SHE NOW SULKS IN REGRET
AND IN HER SOUL THIS QUESTION HAS SET,
“WHY?WHY FOR BUT THAT ONE MOMENT OF PLEASURE,
DID I GIVE UP MY MOST SACRED TREASURE?”…

THE TIMES- THEY CHANGE

THE PAST HAS BEEN BUILT ON THE BEST OF MEMORIES
MEMORIES OF MOMENTS UNFORGETTABLE…
MOMENTS OF ANGUISH, OF ROMANCE, OF FUN AND INSANITY.

FLIRTATIOUS CONNECTIONS
AMBIGUOUS THOUGHTS
TRIAL AND ERROR
….TRIAL AND SUCCESS
FRIEND, ENEMIES, RIVALS AND LOVES.

GOOD TIMES IN CLASS
AND GREAT TIMES OUT!
MOVEIS, MUSIC, BOOKS ‘N’ PHONE CALLS.
-EDUCATION IN IT’S TRUEST SENSE.

FIGHTS, …MENTAL
FIGHTS, …PHYSICAL
UNIONS, …MUTUAL
UNIONS, …HEARTY

TASTES OF CONFIDENCE, OF NERVOUSNESS, OF FEAR.
OF FAITH, OF A LOVE FOR LIFE.
OF TENACITY- ONE THAT WE STILL CAN’T LET GO OF.

THE PAST.. IT WAS LONG
YE WHEN WE RECALL APPEARS TO BE BRIEF.
PICTURES AND SITUATIONS..
VAGUE YET DISTINCT
BRINGING ABOUT TEARS
- TEARS OF JOY, TEARS OF HOPE..
- TO BE LIKE THAT, IF NOT THERE AGAIN.

BUT THOSE GOOD DAYS HAVE GONE FOR EVER
NEVER TO RETURN, BUT NEVER SAY NEVER
FOR THEY’LL COME, THEY DEFINITELY WILL.
NOT IN THE SAME SURROUNDINGS,
NOT WITH THE SAME SPECIAL PEOPLE,
THEY’LL HAPPEN,BUT NOT TO THAT SAME OLD PERSON
BUT TO TH PERSON IN YOU THAT’S MORE THAN JUST NEW.
IN NEW WAY’S, IN NEW FORMS.
BETTER AND MORE PLEASING.

THEY’LL TAKE YOU TO THE SAME STATE OF NIRVANA,
MAYBE EVEN HIGHER
BUT THROUGH DIFFERENT CONTOURS
THROUGH VARIED CHANNELS
AND A ROAD OF LIFE THAT’S YET TO BE SEEN.

SET INTO OVERDRIVE AND AWAIT THE BEST TO COME.
- THE BEST OF THE UNSEEN, THE BEST OF TOMORROW- THE FUTURE.

RECLAIM

YOU SPEND ALL YOUR TIME
TRYING TO BE THE PERSON FOR OTHERS
..BUT WHO YOU ACTUALLY ARE
IS THE PERSON YOU ARE TO YOURSELF.

WHO ARE YOU?
WHO IS THE PERSON WITHIN?
IF YOU ARE LOST, FIND YOURSELF
SEARCH WITHIN YOUR CONTOURS
ARE YOU REAL? OR ARE YOU JUST TANGIBLE?
DO YOU TOUCH CHORDS?
OR DO YOU JUST STRING THEM AND RUN?


HONEY, THE ESSENCE OF YOURSELF WILL ONLY EMANATE
ONLY WHEN YOU ARE WITH YOURSELF.
GIVE ‘OF’ YOURSELF, BUT DON’T LOSE YOURSELF
SO PURE, SO DIVINE..LIVELY AND LIGHT.

IF DOING THINGS FOR OTHERS IS YOUR WAY
OF DOING THINGS FOR YOURSELF
SO BE IT.
BUT LOSE NOT YOUR BITTER-SWEET SELF
YOUR EMOTION, YOUR SANCTUARY OF PURITY.

REMEMBER, LIFE CAN BE REMEMBERED BACKWARDS
BUT IT MUST BE LIVED FORWARDS
AIM FOR LIFE AND FOR WHAT IT IS MADE OF
AIM, IN TIME, AND FOLLOW UP IMMEDIATELY.
LET NO THOUGHT RESIDE WITHIN THEE
UNFELT.. UNATTEMPTED.. AND UNMATERIALIZED.

FIRE UP HELL WITHIN YOU TO ATTAIN HEAVEN
-A SADIST THOUGHT TO PONDER UPON
NEVER THE LESS, AN ESSENTIAL TO SEE YOU THROUGH.

LIFE IS LIKE A SHEET
OF FRESHLY FALLEN SNOW,
\BE CAREFUL HOW YOU STEP ON IT
FOR EVERY MARK WILL SHOW.

Notes on: LOVE

Love is God. It is one of the most powerful of Gods and also the youngest.

In love, there is no act that can be considered “good” or “bad”, it is not the action which is judged, but the situation, the usage; the context in which it is performed.

Why do people fall in love? The end objective being “immortality”, immortality of the soul, of the heart. To be remembered as a lover.

The most superior love is that kind, which evolves in it the power to combine two soles, so that in each life you are together, to produce children who are the combination of the two, soles in one.

In Greek mythology, it is remembered that the prehistoric times man was a mammal with four legs and four arms, two heads. It was a combination of forces of both the earth and the heavens. These mortals were extremely notorious and moved fast like wheels when attacked. A God, agitated by this trait, decided to weaken them and spilt them into two.
It is said, in this context, that love is the search for the whole, the cut half, the twin sole. We are all counterparts of another in this universe.

Love is innocent. It knows no good and no bad. It is youthful and frivolous, lending itself to the young and the hearty. Love lives in everything that is soft, for there it enjoys maximum joy.

Love is indeed more powerful than desire and pleasure. It is far more superior and the lord of all.

In reference for searching for the “whole”, love wants that which it does not posses. But after it possesses what it is in search for, what does it get?. Love is neither rich nor poor, it looses nothing and ironically gains nothing.

Love is the constant pursuit and sustenance of that which it does not possess.


Plato: The Symposium

Philosophical Jargon…

To be in love does not imply there will be seasons of “good, okay and not so good”. If at all there are, they are not facts to be accepted as situations that must occur.

Who is responsible for these feelings to arise? Who and what is the cause for letting these emotions penetrate into the heart and mind of a being in love? Is it not but “us”? When one commences to root himself within such thoughts? Is it not, by a matter of love and faith, the genuine responsibility of the other to steer him back in due course? Is he not to silently read the heart of the other and assure himself that he can and will pull him out as soon as possible?

Times such as this, stir further compassion and warmth that is one of self realization and an ironical understanding into the human connection known as love- the ever so eternal bond, which aggravates sadness and in a split moment, wipes it happy.

Love is the subject, the cause and the sole consequence, all in one. Hmm ... Tonight, I am reminded of the thought, “Like a poet needs the pain”. When things are seemingly right and bright, it is considered a perfect state to be in. But do we realize that it is not a state of creative energy? Could it be sadness or introspection could be a more harmonious situation where the heart and mind try to understand one another and give birth to the most revitalizing energy for mankind.

It is but the state of balance, and I presume that’s what adds to the fear. You could either be having things wrong and getting them worse or you could be putting things straight and making the most of it. Everyone thinks they know everything, and that’s what they know is right. Some are aggressive in proving their points, some are passive enough to give in, and some just don’t want to get in touch with their emotions.

Purity and trust- Purity of the mind, the soul, the heart and the body as well as trust of good faith to give of yourself completely, knowing that you won’t be misunderstood, tested or taken advantage of. The question is- why doesn’t man put himself in a situation where both are sad and morbid, because of each other, for each other? Is it an asset of this beautiful connection or is it a shadow under which its subjects fall every dusk just like an hour clock?

Is it beautiful to be sad? Is it an emotion one would want to evoke in the other for the simple fact of it being a thing of beauty? At this moment of time, I am sad, therefore, I am tuning into my sensitivities, searching for the cause of my solace. I find but one answer- I am in love, yes I am. And if I am experiencing solitude at this period in time, it is because of love.. And then I smile and I feel everything is just fine. It is beautiful. I am at peace with myself and love, and I close my eyes and smile to myself again.

Maybe then, it is right, “there are good times, okay times and not so good times”. Am I giving into practicality and logic? Am I being passive by giving in? I want to disagree so very much, and so I will. I’m a fool in love, and it’s beautiful. And if I’m sad, it’s beautiful as well!

GONE… BUT NOT FOR LONG.

GONE…BUT NOT FOR LONG

AT FIRST SHE SHIMMERS, SHE GLITTERS
SHE THUNDERS, SHE DISPLAYS HER VIOLENCE
HER TURBULENCE, HER THRILL.
OVERWHELMED WITH JOY
UNDERCAST BY FORCE
AND STRIKING WITH ELEGANCE
HER BEAUTY BEYOND ALL PRAISE
CONTINUES TO FLICKER, TO DESCEND.

SHE FILLS UP THE SKY WITH SILVERY CRAZE
AND VIBRATES THE EARTH AS SMOOTHLY, AND PLAYS
SHE DANCES, SHE SHRIEKS
AND WHEN SHE LEAVES FOR US TO REST IN PEACE
WE FIND THE EVIDENCE, THE PROOF, THE REMAINS
THAT YES! SHE HAD COME
SHE HAD STRUCK, SHE HAS GONE.

BUT BEWARE!
GONE. – BUT NOT FOR LONG..

NOW HER BEAUTY IS NO LONGER APPRECIATED
THE PEOPLE- THEY CURSE HER
THEY PLEAD WITH DESPAIR
“COME NEVER AGAIN
O’ DESTROYER FO THE EARTH.
LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK
TO SHOW US YOUR WORK”.

THE PEOPLE- THEY SAY,
THEY BEG, THEY DEMAND.
BUT ALAS! SHE CHOOSES NOT TO LISTEN.
INSTEAD, HER OBSTINATE NATURE
JUST MAKES HER MORE WILD
THEN SHE ARRIVES, SHE THUNDERS, SHE DESTROYS
SHE SHOWS OFF HER CHARISMA
HER ENERGY, HER POWER.
THE PEOPLE- THEY ARE HELPLESS

DESTROYING ALREADY EXISTING LIFE
BUT GIVING TO NEW
SHE THEN DEPARTS, YET ONCE AGAIN
SHE’S GONE.
BUT BEWARE!

GONE… BUT NOT FOR LONG.